"Stay Strong"

Audrianna St-James, seventeen. Proud daughter of Jesse and Rachel St-james.

Taken by the amazing Alan <3

Text ➡️ Mikayla

Mikayla: Then I won't be. It's that simple. I've escaped it so far.
Mikayla: Which happens to say something, given how the last few months went.
Audri: Just... Be careful

Text ➡️ Mikayla

Mikayla: Well I'm still alive, aren't I?
Audri: You are but what if something happen and you're not alive anymore?

Text ➡️ Mikayla

Mikayla: I do what works for me. It's not like I have no control over it.
Mikayla: I have experience in that area.
Audri: Some things can happen while you are drunk and I don't want you to get into troubles or something happen to you. Plus, you are underage so...

I am starving

saulstjames:

audrianna-stjames:

Yes I am

Maybe I can bring like lunch and then some of the new movies?

It would be amazing


I am starving

saulstjames:

audrianna-stjames:

That would be perfect

Are you free tomorrow?

Yes I am


Text ➡️ Mikayla

Mikayla: Audri, me leaving never means that I'm going to stay away. Sometimes I just need to not face things and you've never really approved of my other methods for that.
Mikayla: Sometimes people are so stuck in their own ways, in their own views, that they don't realize what you're actually doing.
Audri: I know but you know it's not the same thing but I have to deal with it anyway. Your other methods are not good for you. Drinking is not good. Yes, I do drink when I go out but not everytime I don't feel good. Running away is not good either...
Audri: yeah, maybe you are righr

I am starving

saulstjames:

audrianna-stjames:

But I am having my treatments right now so I can’t do a lot of things

Dad said that you were, maybe I could come sit with you whilst you are having it done. I’m throwing in cuddles and movies to entertain. 

That would be perfect


I am starving

saulstjames:

audrianna-stjames:

You really should do that because I want to spend some time with you. I am sure he won’t mind

I want to spend time with you! I haven’t seen you in so long, I’m sure he won’t, it’s only the day.

But I am having my treatments right now so I can’t do a lot of things


Text ➡️ Mikayla

Mikayla: It's just...you're good at guilting people even when you're not trying. Yes, it's true that you need people around, but you need more than a few to hold on to.
Mikayla: It's how people perceive things that makes them think it.
Audri: You just mean so much to me and you always been there for me... You were not there when the doctor told me I was cancer again and I just wanted to be with you because you know how to make me feel better and it hurt me when you told me you were going away again. But it was selfish of me
Audri: I don't mean to make them feel like that. I always try to put other people before me but I guess people do not see that.

Text ➡️ Mikayla

Audri: You are not the first now who told me that I was thinking that everything was about me. But I do not think that... I don't want people to think I think that... Anyway...

SH